I once attended a seminar where the speaker asked us to think about how unkind we can be to our partner. In fact she went further by asking us to visualise anyone else in our life circle whom we would feel as free to verbally abuse and still expect them to be there the following day. What does this say about a couple?
Hate seems to come naturally, love is to be learned. In a simple derivation of love it means no more or less than the wish to be together with another in an intimate harmony. And yet we often sabotage the very thing we wish for in our partnership.
How can we avoid the repetitive haranguing and pressing buttons in what is hoped to be the safest relationship we have. On the one hand we ‘make love’ and on the other we ‘make hate’. How many of us can put our partner down in company in the most subtle way which only we know can hurt and while the rest of the group may sense an atmosphere they will not challenge the couple.
Some couples I see ask how to arrest this dynamic in their duo. The following can be helpful if both people are committed to avoiding the habit.
1. Try to monitor the words about to be spoken and ask yourself why you want to say them. Does it give a kind of power, a relief, a payback or is it really about something else which has been simmering unspoken for possibly years. It may even relate to early experiences with close family members long before the couple met and is ignited by a familiar trigger between them.
2. Try to think what you hope to resolve by this way of interacting and why do you automatically think your partner will go on receiving the angry words and still be there for you.
3. Question whether you would say what you are about to say to an adult sibling, a parent, a friend, a work colleague or even someone you have just met and may never meet again.
4. Talk to each other at a better moment and share how it feels to get into one of these episodes. Explain how each of you could hear the words better if they were kinder and less judgemental and critical. Explain the buttons which you know it is hard to resist.
Trying to break the pattern and get off the malignant roundabout. Owning instead of blaming is complicated but it can be done if both sides want resolution.
There is a form of containment which each can offer to the other by not personalising what is hurled at them in bad moments. But, the containment must be a kind one and not an abusive one which, like a virus, is hard to stop. Kindness is also catching and used with care can be the intimacy they are searching to achieve.